“The world will not be destroyed by those who do evil, but by those who watch them without doing anything.” — Albert Einstein
“The endeavour to understand,” said Spinoza, “is the first and only basis of virtue.” In this, for the last seven or eight months now, I have been trying hard to understand why the group belonging to the national secret intelligence organization has been obsessed so much on my destruction. As such, when I am not studying and working in engineering, I also spend time reading and getting into intellectual arguments and discussions with other people about the care of self as communicated to us by thinkers and sages including Marcus Aurelius, Seneca, Epictetus and others. While these things might not be exciting to all, it is hard to imagine that they would be upsetting to anybody - let alone sending someone on an overdrive trying to destroy you obsessively.
Thus, I thought it must be some kind of mistake, even laughed it off initially, saying to myself, why would anyone waste so much time, energy and other resources following me around like fools, and doing all the senseless things that they were doing, and what for? However, these things persisted, and I needed to react, but I didn’t know how or even where to go seeking assistance. So, I tried to get legal advice from various outfits, but they tailed me to these outfits and continually impeded me, which made the whole thing even more strange. It was, and still is, difficult to comprehend why would anyone, if acting lawfully, use such obviously illegal methods to continually obstruct me from accessing legal services - which makes the whole thing very disturbing.
These things might be expected to transpire in some of the developing, undeveloped including some of the worst autocratic countries, but in Australia, a highly developed and democratic country, how is that even possible? Moreover, it didn’t stop there, the group also commandeered the institutions I was approaching seeking help and did all sorts of things from there, eventually also infecting me with a deadly disease that nearly killed me. In this, left with few choices, I started writing about the unhinged activities of the group, that I later realized belonged to the national secret intelligence organization, and sent these to various media outlets and public figures seeking their assistance - which somehow brought a bit of respite, though not for very long.
In this regard, the problem was then, and still is now, how do you write about the deranged activities that the group was, and still continues, to engage in, without sounding yourself deranged? As such, the activities of the group that I have been describing in the articles that I have written and sent to the various media outlets and public figures were rather vile and outrageous; and, accordingly, many people might harbour doubts about these things actually having taken place in Australia. Some might even think that you might have mental health issues, or are a conspiracy theorist or some such? Well, these things are not the case with me. What’s more, there are extensive evidences that would corroborate the things that I have written about and described and more.
In any case, while some of those whom I have sent these things might have acted in this or that way attempting to help me, behind the scenes, for which I am grateful, however, I have had no direct responses from any one of them so far. In addition, I have been unable to get the various bodies to investigate the group and to stop them and to hold them accountable - without which the malicious activities of the group are continuing, though they have taken different forms, at times, they have also been life threatening, among other things.
As I have written before, the group has been very successful in its effort to keep me unemployed, however, it has encountered some difficulties in the final stages of its effort to bring about what probably would have been the most expensive homelessness that ever was procured for anyone, anywhere in the world. It seems this failure now has driven the group to start continually making attempts on my life, once again, and doing so, at least three times in the last couple of weeks - Coles Yara Ville and Footscray, and at Footscray Chemist Warehouse.
In this, while I was able to detect these three attempts, however, there might have been other such attempts that I didn’t detect. As such, it is possible that I have been surviving by sheer luck, in which case, unless they are stopped somehow, this luck might runout eventually, and they would get their way. Still, it is also possible that the group’s luck might runout, too – that is, somebody might decide to truly investigate and to stop them; it is even possible for the homicidal maniacs on the loose who are responsible for these things to be detained.
Here, I have related this before, but when told that the thirty tyrants ruling Athens at the time have condemned him to death, Socrates retorted, and nature them! While the same also applies to the tyrants in this country, we cannot rely on that, we need to act now. That aside, it is breathtaking how they have been doing these things almost in the open, compelling the people working in these businesses to cooperate with them. How do they get away with it all? The devil only knows - but it is like we are living in some lawless backwater, not in Australia.
In any case, as I have written previously, the group ordered a real estate agent that it has come to completely control to increase my rent. At the same time, it also continually blocked my employment and business opportunities using various stratagems. Thus, with these measures it created an unsustainable situation, a situation that would bring about a crunch point where it becomes impossible to continue paying the artificially inflated rent. And this was then to be the occasion for the group to make its move to get me evicted from my apartment using the real estate agent that is now under its complete control.
However, I made clear that I would challenge any such move in the administrative courts, by drawing attention to, among other things, the illegality of the rent increase and more. This, in turn, seems to have brought their scheme of procuring me the most expensive homelessness, costing millions of Australian dollars, to a dead end, temporary or otherwise. However, they soon came up with a work around to bypass the illegally inflated rent. Specifically, evicting me using some other reason/s, without making any mention of the rent at all.
Accordingly, I was notified by email that there would be an inspection of my apartment by the real estate agent on the 31st of July 2024 – further informing me also that they would be unable to change this date. However, on this date, and the time they specified, 10:30 AM – 01:30 PM, they neither showed up to carry out the inspections, nor contacted me anytime afterwards to let me know why they didn’t show up and so on.
It seems to me that they realized that they cannot circumvent things by simply omitting the rent that they illegally inflated – as such, it is not only the rent, there are also no other grounds as well for evicting me, that cannot be equally challenged in the administrative courts. Here, in regard to the rent, I am ahead in my rent payments for the apartment by four or five months, that is, when the rent is calculated using the legal rate before they illegally inflated it. Thus, I don’t have to pay any rent at all for at least the next four months, as I have stated previously.
And in regard to the state of the apartment, there is nothing that I have done to it that would reflect negatively in any way– that is, other than what the group orchestrating the bogus inspection has done to it. In any case, the inspection which was to be used as a precursor for evicting me has not been carried out. Thus, they have been unable to move forward using whatever pretext they were planning to create via the sham inspection. Hence, the group’s current lawless attempt to slay me - arrogantly believing and confident it would get away with it all.
In this, the group has been operating with complete disregard for the rights of others, including their rights to life, safety and security - and shown no concern at all for ethics, and the laws of this country and for upholding basic human decency throughout. Moreover, it has systematically made the aid of the law inaccessible to me, co-opting also the various institutions and bending them to its own will. Thus, I have been unable to get any help from these institutions. And the various media outlets to whom I have written to about the group’s activities repeatedly have also been silent - whether or not some of them have done anything behind the scenes.
In any case, what is very striking in all these is the complete absence of any rational reason/s for the group pursuing me as relentlessly as it has been, for its complete focus and obsessions with me, its deployment of an army of people to carry out all sorts of abuses and more. In this regard, it has spent enormous amount of Australian tax payer’s money and along with extensive other resources, including renting or otherwise acquiring, an apartment with a vantage point to mine not only to keep a nightly vigil, but to also engage in other malicious activities from there at all times of the day including jamming the keyboards and mouses of the computers – computers that it has also damaged by installing ‘persistent rootkit viruses’ on them previously, completely destroying some of them - that I have been using to chronicle its malicious activities.
While it is impossible to be completely certain, however, it also possible that the group has been using other technologies to target me from the apartment - technologies such as high frequency sound and more. In this regard, we are dealing with a group belonging to an organisation with a multibillion budget with extensive resources, among other things. Incidentally, they have been gaslighting me about the apartment, and doing so, at great expenses, but money seems to be no object to them, as such, they have been spending it like drunken sailors or worse. Still, I won’t be getting into the details of these things now, but suffice to say, after staying vacant for two or three weeks, the apartment is now a 24-hour operation centre once again - manned by at least two or three people at a time.
With all that and more, I have often wondered just what is going on in the minds of those who have been driving these things, what makes them this obsessive, this cruel, this unrelenting? I have also wondered, and still wonder, just what sorts of laws in a democratic country have been making it possible for this group to do all the outrageous things that it has been and is now trying to do? Moreover, how was this group able to get its hands on the millions of Australian dollars that it has been using for all these activities including for engendering unemployment and homelessness – and, for it to be able to do so, ironically, from an apartment that it has rented, or acquired otherwise, specifically, for its operation facilitating the eviction of another from their apartment?
In general, the diabolical energy, the total focus, the extreme obsessiveness, with which they have been trying to destroy me, whether it was when they were calling everyone that I have ever called, going through my contact list on my phone they controlled, and cold calling each and interacting with them, or recruiting the endless informants they have recruited, some of whom they were also using in their attempts to entrap me, and more, much more - were all incredible. Still, while it is very disturbing when we ourselves are the targets, however, being the subjects of the obsessive attentions of others is not entirely uncommon.
In this, we have come across many reports of violent men completely obsessed with hunting down and finding their partners or ex-partners and then seriously harming or killing them. In this regard, they use every resource that they are able to get their hands on, they put up with any and all hardships they have to put up with along the way, they would sacrifice anything and everything – through it all, they have only one thing, one thing in their mind, that is, to find their partners or ex-partners and to seriously harm or kill them.
We have also come across reports of some men, who otherwise appeared to be normal and to be living a normal life until then, with young children and all, suddenly going after their ex-partners or soon to become one - who after putting up with their quite abuses for some time, decided to leave them - with complete abandon. In this, they ignore the safety, security and well-being of their own children, and that of themselves, and make destroying their partner their singular purpose in their life. At any rate, while such singular focus and dangerous obsessions are very difficult to understand, however, they are also found in all sorts of other abusive relationships.
Still, it is very unsettling to come across those who are extremely obsessed with destroying others, and are dead set on exacting revenge for whatever real or imagined transgressions. Moreover, most of them have very little or no capacity at all to articulate exactly why they are obsessively focused on the destruction of their partners, ex-partners, even friends and associates who might have abandoned them because of their toxicities. In this, they are unresponsive to the appeals of their victims and that of others, are blindly driven, and have no ability to exercise self-control. Thus, the only thing they would respond to is external control and restraints which is normally the force of the law – without which, they are highly likely to carry out whatever destruction that they are set out to visit on their victims – which, unfortunately, some of them have the wherewithal to subvert.
Here, it has been said that the reason for these individuals for focusing in this obsessive way is because their victims were never seen as having an independent existence of their own, that is, they were never truly perceived as being others. Instead, they were generally felt as fused, completely merged, parts of the abuser’s unindividuated self, with no real boundaries in between their selves and others. What’s more, these abusers almost always initially fuse with others, including friends, associates, partners or anyone else that they are positively disposed towards to with great shows of love, affection, devotion and more.
However, when the evidence emerges later that these others have their own thoughts, feelings, and ideas and more, and that they are not really fused or merged with them as they have led themselves to believe, then a complete reversal takes place, and the earlier extravagant outpouring of love, affection, devotions and such are now quickly replaced with outbursts of hate, and obsessive desire to destroy them. In this, they would also try to get these victims hated and reviled by others - making it very hard for them to find safe spaces and support.
These things are all about recreating the mental state that they had before those whom they were merged with ‘betrayed’ them by asserting their independence – even if they did these things in the most trivial of trivial ways. As such, they take these things as a rejection, an implicit criticism, a slight, an insult and so on of them. Thus, they alternate between overvaluing and fusing or merging with others by seeing them as mere extensions of themselves, and then devaluing and punishing those who wittingly or unwittingly asserted their separateness, their individuality and so on – going after them with obsessive focus and a strong desire to destroy them.
At any rate, I came to the attentions of the group when they were conducting security checks for employment purposes which, however, found no problems at all. It seems to me that instead of leaving the scene afterwards, they stayed around in the background. In this, however, the strong indications are that they were initially positively predisposed towards me. At some stage, however, they came to the realization of my separateness, with my own thoughts, views, opinions and so on. It was this realization that led to the replacement of their positive predispositions towards me by an extreme hate, and an obsessive desire to destroy me and more.
Thus, they launched a campaign of destructions, quite possibly beginning from early 2023, which, however, only became very intensive and expensive operation after I accidentally discovered their illegal action, specifically, increasing my rent, and another action, the illegal blocking of my employment and business opportunities that I discovered soon afterwards. In this, there was nothing significant or rational that prompted these actions – simply, they were driven exactly by the same mindset as that of the violent men and others who are focused on harming or killing those who they have discovered are not mere extensions of their own selves.
Here, if those in the group were acting rationally at all, there were multiple opportunities that they could have used to correct themselves and to stop their senseless activities, however, they never took any of these opportunities, and kept escalating things, eventually also making an attempt on my life. At any rate, we could in essence capture most of these things easily by one or two terms – namely, extreme or malignant narcissism. This malignant narcissism is characterized by its inability to see or appreciate the boundaries of others - seeing others only as mere extensions of self; thus, incapable of recognizing and accepting the separateness of others.
Malignant narcissism is also characterised by its need to be always right - having an image of intrinsic inner perfection and faultlessness; and its lacking of any commitment to higher principle or authority; its extreme proneness to dodge, to deny, to distort, and to confuse others by throwing up so much dust; its need to win and to come out on top; its extreme desire and urge to exercise power and authority over others; its tendency to react with pronounced defensiveness to criticism - and to respond also with rage and extreme violence; its scapegoating and inability to accept that one is sometimes in error; its pattern of blaming others and situations for its failures; its vindictiveness and inability to forgive, and its refusal to self-examine, self-question and more.
Which all shows that what has been going on is something extreme, and extremely dangerous not only to myself, but also to the country at large. In this, we have a group of people endeavoring to turn ordinary citizens into accomplices in their homicidal objectives, who have undermined and took over the country’s institutions and turned them into instruments and bases of their illegal activities, systematically subverted the law of the country, and have been using millions of dollars of Australian tax payer’s money to perversely engender unemployment and homelessness – all of that and more, in addition to terrorizing and coercing some into becoming informants and to participate in their entrapment attempts, aggravating and creating new mental health issues in them.
At any rate, we all need to inform ourselves, and to do so, in every way we could, and to react and act without undue delay; for what is at stake here is not the life and liberty of a single individual, but that of the future and well-being of the country. In this, while those who are engaged in the activities that are damaging to the country’s and its people interests are served by our confusions and misperceptions and so on, however, we who are truly invested in the real good of this country - as opposed to those who are using these things only as a means to aggrandize themselves and to lord it over others and worse - are better served by increasing our knowledge and understanding, and using these to put light onto things – in this, as they say, light is the best form of disinfectant.
Here, whatever we do, we must not believe that those who stooped so low, and did the things they did, would stop on their own and act in a sensible manner that is protective of the country and its people interests - if we do, we would only be highly delusional. As such, what they have already done to me and are also planning to do now, would not be the end, not at all - for they would have greater and greater plans and schemes to enslave others, to visit terror upon them, to exert even more control on the institutions and to bend them to their will, to continue to make themselves above the law, to avoid all questions, and demands of accountability and more. In any case, so many things have failed up to now; thus, it is high time now for the media and journalists to take the lead and to investigate and to start demanding accountability and protecting the country and its democracy.
At any rate, it is very useful to have a general framework that we could use to lift the veils and shrouds that were concealing those who are perpetuating a great deal of wanton cruelties and destructions on myself and others; those who were able to defeat and co-opt the very systems that were designed to catch the likes of them; those who were able to acquire a great deal of resources under false pretenses that then they have been using to ruin the lives of others, among other things.
In general, while I have always known that something very irrational and senseless has been driving and animating the group’s extensive activities, as such, there never was anything real or genuine that would make anyone with any maturity, any real knowledge and understanding at all spend even a single minute considering, let alone spending millions of Australian dollars and extensive other resources, as this group has done, however, it took me some time to realize the real extent of this irrationality, this senselessness, this intense obsession - along with the deviousness of the group and its extreme faculty for confusing others, and using them in its campaign of destruction, while at the same time silencing the rest, among other things.
In any case, after I was continually stymied in my attempts to access and use the law and the countries various institutions to get the group restrained and to also get justice and redress for what it has done to me, I have been chronicling its activities and sending them to various media outlets and some public figures along with appeals for assistance. In this regard, while there were some who have responded to these appeals, doing so behind the scenes, and acted to save my life in addition to possibly forcing the group to curtail some of its visible activities, however, the group continues to engage in much the same activities as before - though it stealthier now.
Other than those, I have yet to receive not even a single direct response, or witness any visible activity in reaction to the many reports that I have written and sent to the various media outlets and some public figures. Here, it was very ironic that the only people that I have directly witnessed acting courageously came from those within the ranks of the group. In this, it was profoundly moving to see these individuals overcoming such a great weight, the weight of an environment infused with extreme narcissism that spawned so much cruelties, so much abuses, and acting so selflessly, and attempting to come to the aid of another.
Specifically, it was the realisation and the awareness of the extreme difficulty of overcoming the weight of their oppressive environment, the weight of the group thinking that would absolutely be all around them in addition to the fear of being a pariah and an outcast, or even worse, that these individuals overcame and attempted to come to the aid of another that makes me single out and admire and praise them repeatedly – certainly, they are great hopes not only for their organisation and for their country, but to also all humanity at large.
In any case, without effective external control, there are those who will destroy everything in their path – thus, there is always a need for checks and balances and strong institutions that are able to resist being undermined and co-opted. As such, there must always be robust external constraints, strong constraints – which is normally the force of the law. It is very disconcerting to see that this group subverts the law of this country and continues to operate with complete disregard for the rights of others, including their right to life, safety and security.
It is very alarming now that the group seems actively trying to harm me because after spending millions of dollars of Australian tax payer’s money, it has found some impediments in its continued attempts to make me homeless. Specifically, it is finding that there are no grounds at all for evicting me, neither through the phony inspection that it orchestrated but actually hasn’t been carried out, nor because of the rent, of which, I am ahead in my payments by four or five months when it is calculated using the legal rent before it was inflated by the express order of the group - thus, I don’t have to pay any rent for at least for the next four months.
However, the group is not giving up, as such, it seems that it is now trying to bury these things it has brought about by eliminating me – which is simply a continuation of its madness and lawlessness. I am a citizen of this country, no entity has the right to arrogantly appoint itself as judge, jury and executioner and curtail any of my rights including my right to life, safety and security. I would continue to fight to get these rights of mine respected and to also get justice and redress for the extensive abuses the group has already inflicted on me.
Here, what I have gone through and what I felt sometimes in reaction to these things reminds me of something I came across in this book, “By a Slow River,” by Philippe Claudel, a while back, in which one of the characters observing the extreme cruelties of others regrets being human – indeed, at times it is very hard not to. In any case, the narrator, a small-town French policeman, questions himself: “What good does writing this do, these lines serried like geese in winter, these words I string along with no apparent point,” but unable to resist, carries on: “I have to cut open the belly of the mystery, stick my hands deep inside, even if none of that will change a thing,” recounting also the difficulties along the way: “I grope along, I get lost, I go around in circles.”
I, too, “grope along, I get lost, I go around in circles,” sometimes. Still, while what has been going on greatly saddens me, at times, contemplating the gratuitous, wanton cruelties, the mindlessness, the vindictiveness, the vengefulness, the pettiness of it all and more, even makes me regret being human, however, I haven’t fallen into any deep depression as that of Claudel’s narrator. Accordingly, I am mentally as strong as ever - thanks to the great thinkers and sages such as Marcus Aurelius, Seneca, Montaigne and others who have been my constant companions throughout the now seven or eight months of extreme isolation that has been imposed on me.
While I am greatly fortified and sheltered mentally by the wisdom and insights of these great thinkers and sages, however, they have been able to inflict a great deal of physical harms on me using various stratagems including by exposing me to some sort of toxic substance that they introduced into the area where I have been sleeping for months. It is also possible that they have been using various technologies to damage my health and more from the vantage point of the apartment that they have been using as an operation center or some such, as I wrote about earlier. Moreover, I have also been unable to have checkups and such, because of sensing and discerning some of their efforts and activities endeavoring to use clinics, pharmacies and hospitals for visiting harm on me - it seems that there are no sacrosanct or off limit spaces for their malicious activities.
Still, while I would continue to strongly advocate and call for those who are responsible for what transpired here to be stopped and to also be held accountable, however, I do not have hate even for them - or feel any great anger towards them. In this regard, while I have learned and continue to learn a great deal of things from the thinkers and sages whose works that I have frequented, by far the greatest lessons that I have learnt is the malignity and perniciousness of hate, anger and ressentiment and how to abstain from indulging in these things.
We are all humans, at times, some of us go wrong, very wrong, and do all sorts of harm to others - as indeed I have seen this group of people continually engaged in doing, not only to myself, but also to a number of others including those who were already dealing with mental health issues such as depression, anxiety and insomnia, and punishing also those who stood up to them and refused to go along, orchestrating the firing of one from his employment, and coercing others against their will into becoming informants to inform the group on things that only exist in its imaginations, and when that fails, forcing these people to engage in entrapment and more.
In this regard, the brilliance of countries such as Australia is to have strong laws, extensive systems of checks and balances, strong and independent institutions, as well as the media who are expected to step in and act as brakes when these humans, especially those in powerful positions, go wrong, and start operating with complete disregard to the rights of others including their right to life, safety and security - as this group has been doing. Here, while nothing human is perfect, and it is also true that as Kant said, “out of timber so crooked as that from which humanity is made of nothing entirely straight can be carved,” however, it was very disappointing to find that these things to be much less robust than one would have expected them to be. At any rate, most things evolve and become better over time – hopefully, so too the laws, the institutions, and the media in this country.
In summary, while a highly misguided, mentally and spiritually challenged group, continues to make its attempts on my life, continues its attempt to destroy me by making me homeless, and continues to block my employment opportunities, however, I owe it to myself and to others to do everything in my power to foil the group from these activities and to also get it held accountable. In this, while it is a very steep uphill battle fighting with a group belonging to an organization with a multi-billion-dollar budget, spending millions of Australian dollars as if it is printing it itself, however, it is possible to stop this group and to hold it accountable - with your help.
Here, while it has been said that the only journey that matters is the one within, and I have traversed that quite a few times, however, I have a responsibility to continue to live and to share the fruits of this journey with others; thus, I must continue to live in order to share any wisdom and understanding that I have gained with others; to reach out to those whose lives has been greatly impacted by what the group has done to them, to help them cope with these things, to forgive them for what the group forced them to do, and to encourage them to forgive themselves and to go on with their lives; to encourage also the good in all people and to expose mindlessness and cruelties; to urge for a thoughtful and examined life; to make a case that love and compassion achieves much greater things than hate, anger, ressentiment; and to also seek justice and redress for what was done to me by the group. And for that, you have a responsibility to help me – that is, if you have the wherewithal.
So, gather your courage, and all your other resources, make your move!
Thank you and take care.
Engida Lemma
Email: enturea012@protonmail.com
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